At the morning panel on the Writing Life held at the Banff Centre, Kiran Desai, Gail Anderson-Dargatz, Carrie Tiffany and Ameen Merchant were frank, forthcoming and charming. They managed to make writing sound like just another job and the most wonderful way to spend a morning (Ameen can only write from 4-8am), afternoon (Desai says she dreads the morning and likes to sleep till 10) and evening (Carrie Tiffany’s got a day job as a farm journalist in Australia).
Writing, of course, is a passion as much as it is a profession and an obsession more than anything else. That point was made abundantly clear when British Columbia’s Anderson-Dargatz spoke movingly about the death of her father. She said that as the family sat by his bedside in his final hours, both her and her mother (also a writer), took notes. “There’s something pathological about this writing life,” she said. “I feel like there’s a vulture on my shoulder watching all the time.”
So writing as support mechanism, as a way to order and make sense of the world. Carrie Tiffany told the rapt audience that she never meant to be a writer and, in fact, her book was rejected by all the major publishers in Australia before going on to publication and widespread acclaim. Tiffany started out as a park ranger and describes herself as an “intensely practical person.” She said she only started writing only because images and themes kept demanding the kind of attention she couldn’t give them as an agriculture journalist.
For Desai, writing also comes out of being inspired by daily life – particularly the need to escape it. She talked of the need to somehow coalesce and transcend daily experience and thereby escape the world as we know it. She noted that, like many immigrants, she identified and understood herself as an Indian only after leaving India. Similarly, when writers find a world they can envision that is not quite the world they live in, they are able to reflect on the complicated totality that otherwise seems to utterly elude us. And so Desai spoke about writing as a lifelong quest to get “a place of no place”, a kind of writing that is both from, about, and beyond who we are and where we are.
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At the end of the panel, a semi-serious question from the audience: “Can you be a writer if you’d had a happy childhood?” Ameen Merchant answered impishly: “If you can imagine unhappy things, then sure.”